Psychologically, we are migrators. Going from one thing to another is what makes us happy. So do you think that all stops when you die?
Human beings are goers. If we look at our daily experience, what
do we do? We go from one thing to the next. We are always going
from one thought to another thought, from one meal to the next meal,
from one bathroom stop to the next bathroom stop. Were constantly
asking ourselves, What am I going to do next? We ask
other people, Where are you going? and Where did
you come from?
Psychologically, we are migrators. Going from one thing to another
is what makes us happy. Of course, we do need to go to the bathroom
or eat food, but if we watch ourselves, we see it is more than that.
Its our nature that no situation is pleasant for us for very
long. To stay comfortable, we shift from one physical posture to
another. We get thirsty and we have to drink water. We need entertainment
so we have to have a conversation. Then that conversation is over
and we go on to the next one.
So, do you think all that stops when you die? Well, your guess is
as good as mine, but if you think about it, you would probably say
that chances are something is going to keep happening. There is
a momentum. Precedents have been set.
When people hear I am a Buddhist, they often say, Oh, do you
believe in rebirth? For it is not the Buddhist view that we
live only one lifetime, and if thats what we think, we are
not on the Buddhist path.
The Buddhas point of view was that rebirth is not just some
belief. Its the way things are. The reason we find rebirth
so difficult to accept is that we think we really exist. We think
we had a real birth and that we will have a real death. Getting
beyond the notion that such things are truly existent loosens and
liberates our mind. Through meditation we begin to prove to ourselves
that things dont really exist, and all of a sudden we have
a blank sheet. Everything opens up, and we can relate to the idea
of having many lifetimes.
Understanding samsarathe cycle of death and rebirth in which
we are caughtis understanding the nature of mind. It is our
mind that is the nature of samsara. Samsara only seems to be a physical
place because we see separation between phenomenabetween people,
objects, space. On the other hand, the Buddha goes to Las Vegas
and sees the inseparability of form and emptiness, even there.
Our migration through the cycles of death and rebirth is a function
of mind. Here we are talking of karma, of virtue and nonvirtue.
The way that this whole machinery of samsara functions is by means
of virtue and nonvirtue. Virtue produces peace. It produces pleasure,
enjoyment and happiness. Nonvirtue produces pain, suffering, agitation,
and discontent.
From the Buddhist point of view, any pleasures we experience in
this life are due to previous lifetimes of virtue, and any suffering
we experience now is the product of previous nonvirtue. Depending
on what virtue or nonvirtue we have accumulated, we take birth in
one of the realms, and over the course of lifetimes, we migrate
among the realmsup and down, round and round, in and out,
over and over.
The interesting thing is that all of us have gone through this cycle.
At some point in our lifetimes, we have been beautiful gods. We
have been kings and queens of great countries. But we have all ended
up back here again. We have all been the highest of the high and
the lowest of the lowad infinitum. We are just passing through.
We are all migrators. That is samsara.
It is said that the Buddha achieved all the highest states. But
then he asked, Whats the big deal? Were still
in samsara. We could meditate for a billion years in complete equanimity,
leave the body and pass into another state, but wont we still
die eventually? Wont even this state end? The answer
was, Well, yes, it will, but its still pretty good,
isnt it? And the Buddha said, No, its not
good enough, because we always end up back here again.
The Buddha had the best that could be achieved in this world. It
is said he was the smartest guy, the best looking guy, the strongest
guy. He did every sensual thing you could possibly think of. He
was the king of a country and could do whatever he wanted, and still
he was not happy. Even if we can get whatever we want, happiness
is not to be found in samsara. Fundamentally, we are still not happy
because the mind is not settled. It still churns.
For individuals in samsara, the suffering goes on and on. You could
have a perfect life: you could be born wealthy, have good health,
a great marriage and kids, and live in a big house with no problems
during your whole life. But at the end, you are going to suffer
and die. Perhaps you had seventy good years, but in relative terms,
that is a very small amount of time. At the end, it is over, and
you will probably not end up in the same situation again.
When we look at this, we realize that the situation is not so good.
At this point, having understood samsara, we are left with renunciation.
We are turning our mind away from samsara towards nirvana, liberation.
Understanding the nature of samsara, we start to think about how,
exactly, we are going to get out of it. So we turn to contemplative
practice.